




i awoke at 4:00 am this morning worried that i would oversleep and miss my flight to reno, but also full of ideas for drawings, sculptures, cups, installations,weather, white on white, finding a studio. fulfilling the promise to harvest from all of the traveling that i have been doing in the past year and a half.
i feel invisible in/to my work right now, or my work feels that way to me. what am i doing? what do i want? how do i take it forward, take it public, find a place to be and think and make things that suit me? so many ideas, how to hold them all and still finish everything that needs to be attended too?